​i decided this was love

[Verse]
Welcome to my life
Where nightmares never end
Ever night's a living hell
The sun doesn't make shit better
Every breathe takes so much out of me
Always looking for a purpose
What the fuck could it be?
Everybody brings me pain
The only constant is the moon
Rise and set, every night
I'm the GOAT, feel the love
Keep me strong
Never let me go
Like the pain in your chеst
As you lost the one you love
Now you see what I mеan
Panic attacks at 3am
Crying for your love
You pushed me to the side
You pushed me out of your life
Don't fucking cry
When you see me in the sky
Shooting stars on a rainy night
I just had one wish
That you have a thousand words
For someone who can't take them

[Refrain]
Why did you do it?
Why did you do it?
Why did you do it?
Why did you do it?

[Instrumental Outro]