Hero

Haven't wrote in this journal since September, yeah
Lies caught between my teeth
Same old, same old
You ain't gotta tell me nothing
I know what it's like
I don't like me
I don't like myself

She depends on you
So you're singing in the car 'til you taste blood
He's good to you
So whatchu gonna tell Him when He asks you?

Put 'em in a group chat, maybe it'll work this time
Preach it to the choir, drive home, then I turn it to a lie
Driving down the Ring Road, I've seen it for the thousandth time
Used to wanna be a hero, now I just wanna feel alive

He's living in a new house
I'm figuring this out myself
We don't know how to fix things, I wish you were here to help
She's crying again, crying again, and I'm doing your job
I'm doing your job
I don't fit into this hole that you left
(I'm doing your job)

We depend on you (we depend on you)
So you hide it in your chest 'til you taste blood
She's good to you
So whatchu gonna tell her when she asks you?

(Used to wanna be a hero, now I just wanna feel alive)