Hate my Heart

I hate my heart, I can't beat it
I'll get free of myself some day
I can't control how I'm feeling
I'll get free of myself some day

Cause I don't wanna talk, but I have to
I don't wanna live, but I have to
I don't wanna wake up
Who said that I have to wake up?
Tryna get rid of my screen, I've seen too much
All my friends are broken
So close, but we don't touch
I think I might be broken
I'm not up to much today

I hate my heart, I can't beat it
I'll get free of myself some day
I can't control how I'm feeling
I'll get free of myself some day

Lord I need you, oh I need you
(I hate my heart, I can't beat it)
Every hour, I need you
(I can't control what I'm feeling)
My one defense, my rightеousness
(I hate my heart, I can't bеat it)
Oh God, how I need you
Lord I need you, oh I need you
Every hour, I need you
My one defense, my righteousness
Oh God, how I need you

I hate my heart but I'm healing
I'll get free of myself some day
I can't control what I'm feeling
But I'll get free of myself some day