Breaking Point

I saw heaven when I was a child, at the dinner table
When I didn't know all these things I shouldn't know

Sinking, slowly
Sinking, slowly
Drunk on routine
Dying, like everyone else
Like everyone else
Like everyone ese
Used to think I was above it all
Is wonder only real to a child?
Am I living in a dream or denial?
I wanna go back
I wanna go back

Back when I didn't know what sex is
Back when life wasn't all about a checklist
I didn't think about it, we were so connеcted
God, I had peace, now all I havе is questions for you
And I wanna hear you speak, but the world's too loud for me

I saw heaven when I was a child, at the dinner table
When I didn't know
I saw heaven when I was a child, at the dinner table

(Coleman, who are you?)

In the front row of church, 6 feet under
I put the best part on loop and feel it all fade away
I feel the stare of my seven year-old self on the back of my head
I can't shake it
I put the best part on loop and feel it all fade away

I'm leaving
I'm leaving
I'm leaving
I'm leaving