Half Full Half Empty

[Intro: Ashtin Larold]
Yeah
My whole fucking life's been crazy lately
Like, looking back, I don't even know how the fuck I got here

[Verse 1: Ashtin Larold]
Half-smoked cigarette, half-drank beer
See my half-dressed reflection, in this half-cracked mirror
Hindsight's 10/10, see the past half clear
Having half-ass sex, bumpin' Atmosphere
I'm halfway to forty, half a quarter-life crisis
Cracker-ass rapper in bed half-lifeless
Halfway certain this is what i wanna do
Half I don't know, maybe i should find something new
I'm, half-driven by this vision that consumes me
Holding half back by the fear of this new me
Ashtin, who's he?
Feelin' like there's two "me"s
Which one is the man with the fans and the groupies?
Who's the dude always on your girl's phone?
Who's the dude travelling around doing shows?
Trick question
It doesn't really matter whoever the fuck I am
I was born to be a rapper

[Hook: Ashtin Larold]
Is the glass half full?
Is the glass half empty?
Maybe this is God trynna test me
Been a while since I thought about repenting
Is the glass half full?
Is the glass half empty?
I only like my sins if they're deadly
Lust, pride, greed, never envy
I love it when the Devil try to tempt me
Is the glass half full?
Is the glass half empty?

[Bridge: Ashtin Larold + Lina]
He can't be happy until you're-
He can't be happy until you're-
He can't be happy until you're happy with yourself
But who the fuck am I?
He can't be happy until you're-
He can't be happy until you're
He can't be happy until you're happy with yourself
But I don't know

[Verse 2: Ashtin Larold]
Blurred vision's got the whole world spinning
I try not to think about the way I've been living
All the drinking and the party and the women
But it's like I'm addicted to deplorable decisions
Maybe I'll meet a girl, maybe meet a few
I just hope I don't regret it like I did with you
Sleeping around is something I've been known to do
It makes me feel like I'm human or something closer to
But emotionally numb's how I try to be
I just repress all the feelings deep inside of me
Don't need somebody to grow older and die with me
I'm just looking for somebody to spend the night with me
I'm aware that this life will be the death of me
But a normal fucking life just wasn't meant for me
One man's insane is another man's serenity
So when I die, tell the Devil to ready hell for me