GRIEF

Try
Grieving in advance
Always act as if
There's no point making plans

Then
Even when he dies
You only have to cry
For roughly half the time

Set aside a couple hours every day
To take a dip inside the lake
Of your very worst fears
Submerge and start to bathe

Blood from the jugulars
Of everyone you love
Is the best shampoo
When you're tryna cover up

And cover every base
Preparing for the day
When all your borrowed time
Swings around and makes you pay

There's nothing you can do
Except start to accept
The inevitable fact
That it's all gonna

Crash
Heavy down on you
You know it to be true
And you'll deserve it too

So try
Grieving in advance
Don't get too attached
Enjoy it while you can

But you can't

Ruin it again
You're the source of all this hurt
You've done it to yourself
And there's only one thing worse

Grieving in reverse
I can't pay the price
It's bad enough to cry
So i can't do it twice