​dysthymia

Fuckin around like i'm dead inside
I've been up for six hours i'm gettin tired
The sink is a mess got the dishes piled
Finished my coffee i'm never wired

I could use another cup but there's no clean mugs
So i guess i'll rinse out to refill it up
Coffeemate two sugars praying for a buzz praying "god
Please help me pack the dishwasher up"

'cos i got to get some shit done today
I need this laundry done like yesterday
I haven't brushed my teeth since like saturday
I haven't took a shower in at least two saturdays

And i know how it sounds
Yeah i get why it's alarming
But i'm honestly alright
No thoughts of dying or self-harming

'cos i am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But i'll be fine

I'm not gonna kill myself
So could you just chill out
What you're doing isn't helping

Just let me have my fucking moment
For a couple more weeks
Pretty soon i'll be over it
And you won't recognize me