DEMONIZE

My ears and eyes are microscopes
And i don't have any control
I wish that i could let it go
But i don't think i'm capable

In my head is an archive
Awkward silences, short replies
Explicated and analyzed
Oh please don't let me demonize you

Trivial aggressions
Manipulations
Pointlessly persuading
Anyone who will listen

I'm trying really hard
Not to be so harsh
But when you speak with conviction
All i hear is ammunition

I'm painting a picture
My paint is derision
Every decision
For social division

As far as i can see it
It's us versus them
Though my black and white vision
Is slightly rose tinted

From backwashing blood
Of my innocent victims
A splash in the tub
And i'm drowning my symptoms

Delicious
The taste of some words i can twist
Temptation is vicious
How could i resist

Subsisting
On possible subtweets
My whole world is hinging
On me convincing

Everyone i know
They should hate
My arbitrarily chosen
Scapegoat of the day

My ears and eyes are microscopes
And i don't have any control
I wish that i could let it go
But i don't think i'm capable

In my head is an archive
Awkward silences, short replies
Explicated and analyzed
Oh please don't let me demonize you

I really really like you
So please don't be upset
That i've had you diagnosed
Since ten minutes after we met

I know that i am stupid
And i don't know anything
You know deep, deep down
I don't believe the stupid shit i claim to think

My ears and eyes are microscopes
And i don't have any control
I wish that i could let it go
But i don't think i'm capable

In my head is an archive
Awkward silences, short replies
Explicated and analyzed
Oh please don't let me demonize you