Goals

Every bar I spit I attempt to star with wit
My goals, I'm far from it, and try so hard to get
Close, but when I start to get close, the bar, it shifts
I guess my spar is shit, and all these scars I get
Will never be healed, no matter all my clever or zeal
This effort can't seal the deal, this endeavor is real
I'll grind forever to feel, better, fresher, surreal
It's however concealed, 'til snorted and pleasure's revealed
Getting high every day to block the pain that's in my brain
Until my game is insane and my veins can't abstain no more
The flame in my chain is put out, 'til I reclaim the name
Lomo and turn on the mic, my bars are churned right on sight
The paper burns when I write, and rappers learn not to fight
Me cause I earn my delight by being stern when I strike
But can't discern what it's like to live a non - concerning life

I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far
I give it my all, but I seem to start
Each day the same, only getting scars
But still going for it all, with all my heart
*Repeat 1x

Pickin' up the pen to feel right, turning on the mic
Fightin' each night to excite my fans, finding delight
When I ignite fright in MC's eyesight, I just benight
Them, cause like bats, you can't see me at night without a light
But no matter how much determination I got
The pattern of no gain keeps me aching but not
Making me whacker or stagger from taking my shots
If time is money, then I should be making a lot
Cause all day, everyday, all I ever do is rap
Pen on the pad during class, cause I sat in the back
So they couldn't distract me, but now I'm an outcast
To my class who laugh and expect me to be whack
But then they listen and they are given my vision
My only mission is in, what has been written
In these bars and I was scared to share how much I cared
About my music, but now I expect to get stares
From my peers, but I keep walking, they don't phase me
I can't let hate be something that makes me crazy
Especially from fuckers who underestimate me
I just got to stay me and let nothing change me

I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far
I give it my all, but I seem to start
Each day the same, only getting scars
But still going for it all, with all my heart
*Repeat 1x

I would do anything to achieve my dream and succeed
So I rap like a feign and reach new peaks each week
My thoughts are deep and never weak, so whenever I speak
You better give me attention cause each letter I feed
In the mic comes straight from my heart, into my bars
Into your car, it's hard to know some people are
Taking my bars as a joke, and laughing as I start
To rap into the mic, as if I've never been scarred
I've gone through a lot throughout my life, I hope you know
I don't rap for show, or to get hoes, or for the doe
My goal's to go to the top, no matter who tries to throw
Me down, my goal isn't status, but respect from the pro's

I work so hard, but my goals, seem so far
I give it my all, but I seem to start
Each day the same, only getting scars
But still going for it all, with all my heart
*Repeat 1x