Forever Sad

[Verse 1]
Livin', dyin', such a drag
Wasted, feelin' forever sad
Expectations way too high
Disappointment, boo-hoo, I'm sad

[Chorus]
A beam of light, it's my window of opportunity
I draw the shades and I go back to sleep, I am a lousy son
I cooked drugs on my silver spoon
I blew my education too, 'cause being bummed out is too much fun

[Verse 2]
Dyin' livin' at my dad's
C'est la vie, bleh, forever sad
I can't help it, it's just who I am, man
Wah, wah, wah, I'm so fuckin' sad

[Chorus]
No turnin' back, no second chance, my bed's been made
So I just lied down and I fuckin' stayed savvy ambivelant
You can't figure it out, am I appeased or pissed?
I am Adonis, I'm Narcissus, so kitsch, blasé, irrelevant

[Interlude]
All I wanted was a Pepsi
Just one Pepsi
And she wouldn't give it to me

[Breakdown]
I guess that I should be doin' somethin' with my life
Apply myself and clean my room
Could be learnin' a trade, could be seein' the world
But I need the adventure like a hole in the head
I'm a shallow, lazy, parasitic nuisance to you all
Just staying out and getting fucked
I'll be havin' a blast, if I run outta cash
I'll just sell all my stuff on craigslist, uh-oh

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm the shit your mama warned ya all about
You stepped on me and tracked me through the house, come on, it ain't so bad
This time, I think I turned my life around
Pulled a couple 180's, now I'm XBOX bound, happy, forever sad!