[Verse 1]
I'm not interested in sex
I was never sexually motivated
I might’ve been attracted to doing things
In a highly structured consensual way
Was rarely that intimate
And mostly screwed things up
And sometimes you got a connection to
People you only had planned to fuck
[Verse 2]
I'm not interested in drugs
Not the recreational ones
Mostly want to function
But so far that's taken modern medicine
It’s like I wore a lab coat
Each time I'd (air-quote) experiment (unquote)
And it's not as much fun to find out
Those bar fliеs aren't really your friends
[Chorus]
What do I want anymorе?
To just get through each day
Sex can be fun, even when on drugs
But I'd rather feel okay
[Verse 3]
I'm sick of losing friends
I can't remember each one that I miss
I piece it back together every single morning
Now I'm unable to quit
Do I actually miss them
Or was it time for us to cease?
Did I hold on too tightly, did I chase them away
By not acting selflessly?
[Verse 4]
I’m less interested in wax
Vinyl records to be exact
And even if you live in the same house as me
You’re probably surprised by that
I'm tired of things I can’t take
With me when I pass
Distractions are temporary
Unlike the search for permanency
[Chorus]
I ask, what do I want anymore?
To just get through each day
Sex can be fun, even when on drugs
But I'd rather feel okay
What do I want anymore?
To just get through each day
Music and love and trust are nice
But I'd rather feel okay
Feel Okay? was written by Marc Sirdoreus.
Feel Okay? was produced by Marc Sirdoreus.
Marc With a C released Feel Okay? on Fri Sep 29 2023.