Feel Okay?

[Verse 1]
I'm not interested in sex
I was never sexually motivated
I might’ve been attracted to doing things
In a highly structured consensual way
Was rarely that intimate
And mostly screwed things up
And sometimes you got a connection to
People you only had planned to fuck

[Verse 2]
I'm not interested in drugs
Not the recreational ones
Mostly want to function
But so far that's taken modern medicine
It’s like I wore a lab coat
Each time I'd (air-quote) experiment (unquote)
And it's not as much fun to find out
Those bar fliеs aren't really your friends

[Chorus]
What do I want anymorе?
To just get through each day
Sex can be fun, even when on drugs
But I'd rather feel okay

[Verse 3]
I'm sick of losing friends
I can't remember each one that I miss
I piece it back together every single morning
Now I'm unable to quit
Do I actually miss them
Or was it time for us to cease?
Did I hold on too tightly, did I chase them away
By not acting selflessly?

[Verse 4]
I’m less interested in wax
Vinyl records to be exact
And even if you live in the same house as me
You’re probably surprised by that
I'm tired of things I can’t take
With me when I pass
Distractions are temporary
Unlike the search for permanency

[Chorus]
I ask, what do I want anymore?
To just get through each day
Sex can be fun, even when on drugs
But I'd rather feel okay

What do I want anymore?
To just get through each day
Music and love and trust are nice
But I'd rather feel okay