False Accusations

[Chorus: CER10]
All I wanted was my promise fulfilled
All for nothin' when I tried to hold still
The ground caved underneath me
Your deception tried to sink me, should've known
I built my house on the sand
Should've stood upon my rock
I'm just tryin' to be honest, lyin' is toxic
So many pieces of my life I've lost to you

[Verse 1: Logpog]
Empty words make me feel disturbed
Bursting forth in scores from cohorts that I adore
But their a-lore is torn, gored and cracked
From statements they pledge by and just take back
Like it was nothing because it took up too much time
Because even if it saved my skin, they're never bothered or inclined
To help, because they're busy doing something else
And they always lie directly to my face about the way they spend their day instead
Because the thing they picked over me was insignificant
I just can't begin to describe how irritating it is
To be waiting for days for a response
Just to get a joke thrown in my face like it's a taunt, I don't feel wanted!

[Chorus: CER10]
All I wanted was my promise fulfilled
All for nothin' when I tried to hold still
The ground caved underneath me
Your deception tried to sink me, should've known
I built my house on the sand
Should've stood upon my rock
I'm just tryin' to be honest, lyin' is toxic
So many pieces of my life I've lost to you

[Verse 2: Logpog]
But, why does it bother me so much?
There's no reason why it has to bother me so much
It's just like being interrupted, it makes me feel so disgusted
Feel my anger and my rage right for erupting
This is an issue that I found myself discussing
Because maybe my judgment is what I should be mistrusting
Rather than the people around me who were living unconscious
Of the knowledge that the constant ignoring paints them as dishonest
But, looking at all the possible reasons provided
Like hatred, stupidity or inherent lack of politeness
I'm thinking maybe the issue isn't really the lying
It's just that my friendships keep feeling one-sided...