Eclipse

[Chorus]
Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy
I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me
I never knew you seen me
I wish I knew you need me
I lost everything I loved all in one night
I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight
Things haven't been right since then
Couldn't tell you what's been right since then
I haven't seen light since then
All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war

[Verse]
I've been at war with myself
Dealing with my inner child, thе scorn that he felt
He was born into hеll, he ain't never have help
He ain't never have love, only he ever have was trauma from the damage he was dealt
Had him missing components
Aiming 'em at opponents, the one he would put his hopes in
Looked at him like an omen
All he wanted was love, but his heart cold as a stone, and
How we spoke the trust when the ones we trust just betray us and leave us for dead
That would play in my head, that would play with my head
Now I'm moving ahead, I don't know where I'm led too
All I'm seeing is red, this rage I bear is unbearable
Lately I've been feeling this life I live is a curse
Lately I've been feeling this life I live can't be worse
Lately I've been feeling this life is what I deserve
Lately I've been feeling like happiness is not what I earned
Just when I thought I could never trust in another
That's when I was blessed with a brother, like for real, he had me covered
And that's truth, man, I had him covered too
I was put him on my back with the crew
If he lacked, I lacked too
Every obstacles we always blast through, uh
A withering dream, it's not what it seemed
'Cause he would stab me in my back if it's mean to be king
Now I'm only filled with anger, what I think is the scene of your betrayal
I opened up my heart to you, and that proved to be fatal
Everything I thought of you, I'm better off erasing
And jokes on me 'cause I'm the one that came to save you, and you took away from me the only one I could relate to
I just wanted to be your equal
And the way you paid me back - it was evil
Used to be my brother, that story won't see a sequel
Just know I'll pay that back when I see you, for real

[Chorus]
Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy
I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me
I never knew you seen me
I wish I knew you need me
I lost everything I loved all in one night
I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight
Things haven't been right since then
Couldn't tell you what's been right since then
I haven't seen light since then
All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war