Cold Flame

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence
When you wasn't present I was left all to myself
You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you
Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]
Look, you used to have pride in me, used to spend time with me
The smile on your face that you had when you looked at me was something that shined to me
The love that you had give rise to a vision I really thought I could rеach
But that dream was shattered whеn I had to come face to face with reality
Listen, I know that you thought I was perfect and for me, that was my purpose
Look in my eyes, to you if I didn't have worth I had to be worthless
All I ever really wanted was somebody here to tell me that I worth it
Instead you cast me aside everyday I felt more like a burden
Man, I push myself to the edge again and again
Embracing this fire that's burning my skin
The moments we made, I could never forget, I just wanted that back, it don't matter the risk
And this pain that I took was a price I would spend if it mean that I could be here closer to him
I just wanted you to see me, I just wanted you to need me, I've turn so wretched down this path
I reached out for support, but there was nothing I could grab
You was supposed to be my dad, instead I felt more like your trash
Let me tell you 'bout what's missing since I know you'd never ask bout me

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence
When you wasn't present I was left all to myself
You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you
Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone

[Verse 2: Geno Five]
This pain is still Vivid, I wanna give you retribution
I wasn't made in your image, so I got a new resolution
I'm angry, I'm livid cause you think I'm useless, left me hanging, no noose, it's
Cause you think that I'm a nuisance, I exist, but you don't approve it, ooh
I was abandoned, you taken advantage, you made me go manic
I been so damaged, you don't understand it cause you gave me no chances
To explaining my side, you so inflated with pride, you careless
Now you're despised, you bring a flame to my eyes like a flare yea
Word to my poppa
Every Endeavor I conquer
Funny how you were my father
But didn't let me go farther
You wasn't letting me prosper
Needed help, you never offered
I was never thought of
Now you created a monster
It's probably Karma for what you said to me and all this trauma went to my head
Jealousy got the best of me, sometimes I wish we never met
It's only right, we're enemies since you had left me for dead
Maybe if I Cremate your legacy I'll urn your respect

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence
When you wasn't present I was left all to myself
You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you
Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone