Decay

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
Through the night
I can't seem to see it
What is light
Darkness covers me
Like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay
The love - it fades

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]
I ain't ever had love, I ain't ever had hope, all I ever knew was hate
I never been enough, never learned how to cope, and I never feel safe
Ain't no one I can trust, I ain't really have a home, I was just a mistake
Wanted something I could touch, but when I got closed everything got erased
Where was y'all at?
When I was down bad you would fall back
I used to have fam, but I'm off that
Tell me how you supposed to find good when it's all bad
Tell me what you call that, that's a false reality
Frauds are brought, and I can't ignore the fallacy
The more and more I dig, the more I see
I'd rather be the change, born through war and tragedy
I'm tearing down these walls you made, I break 'em
I came to free what you would call a nation
A new beginning starts at the foundation
Your fall is here, you're better off embracing
I could've been saved, but I wasn't
The hero's making, and that created
A light that's faded
I lost my heart at a price you paying

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
Through the night
I can't seem to see it
What is light
Darkness covers me
Like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay
The love - it fades

[Verse 2: Errol Allen]
I ain't ever had love, I ain't never had family, you don't understand me
I ain't never had friends, that's just part of the planning
You don't know how I feel, I'm swallowing tears, I wallow in fear
Really been gone for an year, you don't know how it is
What you know 'bout gettin' out the mud
Really out here fightin', flesh and blood
Told me that they love me - that's a lie
Got me lookin' 'round like who are you?
Bullets hit the chest like doo-doo-doom
They ain't know that I was bulletproof
Never tripping, always make a move
Even if they giving up on you
Before I let 'em kill me - I'mma fight
I won't ever let 'em take my life
I'mma give it my all everyday
'Cause everything I touch gon' fade away

[Chorus: DizzyEight]
Through the night
I can't seem to see it
What is light
Darkness covers me
Like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay
The love - it fades