Drowsy Dreamer

(Hook)
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot hurt, hurt
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all

(Verse 1)
I’m not exactly sure what name to give the mechanism
That governs the sensitivity chain reactors of anger
But I do know they can be shut off
And if I was lying to you
I would've told you something different
And claimed to have never made another human being
Feel like less of a person by trying to define their god
Never judge the degree by which another creature suffers
Understand that most, if not all, conflict has to do with the peace of mind of their mother
Hate isn't an option, it’s a choice
I've found myself hating something and I don’t even know why but I am a void
I am a void in the moment of silence by fighting noise
And trying to hold a candle to light that breathes life into me
Each time I relive the cloudy eye sights
I cried as a void, my mind is a toy
I found that out the hard way
I let something play with it
They took it apart and didn't put it back together my way

(Hook)
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot hurt, hurt
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all

(Verse 2)
I believe in you
But I do not believe you
Every attempt to communicate lies
Is a storyteller trying to be truth
What’s the use in crying over spilt milk?
The result’s the same each time
Me trying to say I’m sorry after trying to kill guilt
Through breaking walls instead of building shelter
Chasing him, instead of helping her that night under the streetlight
He decided to take it from her
Now you can try and tell me I’m too fond of missing joy
But I refuse to overlook the beauty
That’s has been beyond what fixing can destroy
She was five
She told everything’s alright
She looked me directly in the eyes and proclaimed nothing ever dies
She’s been her three times
Sitting alone, child smiles, blows in the wind
That’s keeps me open
And reads between like she knows it’s time

(Hook)
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot hurt, hurt
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling, you cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth; I love you, that’s all

(Verse 3)
I said, “I don’t want to have to reinvent the wheel.”
She said, “That’s okay put your own spin on it
They’ll never know; it’s just as real.”
I say, “What about the ones who call me a biter and show their teeth?”
She says, “Always feed a hungry mouth
Make them chew harder, please."
Train yourself to know the difference between what the tongue wants
And what the heart needs
And if it’s blood they want to seek
Convince them there is better way for you both to bleed
But either way, you are what you eat
So even if they eat you
Just know you can never be freer than you already are me
And I've seen through stars and particles and galaxies you've yet to dream of
But you’re closer than you've ever been to completing
Your journey into out-of-body freedom
Researching is unheard of
And you no longer have to try and find love
Cause you just be love
And you just being loved, believing in love
Floating around with all the parts of the whole who are being loved
Never feeling sheltered or deserted, abandoned, or lost in the past
You felt like a person, but you become the seed of god, at last
Fear is what humanity I fear has been grounded to
You must continue to trust in yourself
And see the beauty in everything that you've even amounted to
Now be love, be love
Now be love, now be love
Be love…

(Hook)
I am happy right now, now not afraid of dying
Drowsy dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me…