Doves Cry/Beemer Dreamer

[Doves Cry]

[Verse 1]

Tell me what you want
What you really really want (what you want)

I wanna I wanna I wanna

Probably be dead before 25
Or reach levels of fame and truly feel alive
Open up, see my insides
Fix it all
Oh my god I'm not ready for another fall
Get back up, or across the finish line I crawl
Either way I gotta do it fuck them shortcomings I'ma get it all

[Chorus]

Them doves cry
Doesn't matter we looking up at a different sky
Doesn't matter you don't understand so I lie
Doesn't matter got a few screws loose
Coz of you can't tell who's who
In my head so underfed

[Bridge]

Problems with myself
I'd hate me if I were you as well
Throw a cent make another wish
Shame on a nigga emotions make you a bitch
Maybe on my best behaviour I make us all smile
All the while
I been losing myself gps been off all this time

[Verse 2]

Feel like I been paying for crimes
Drinking til I get a smile
Oh hell nah it's my life
Living on a prayer
Take my head off if I dare
But I'm thinking of you first, no haul
It's all a drag, RuPaul
Maybe it's my fault
Shouldn't have ever crumbled under emotion in the first place
Already tryna die what the fuck you mean it's not the worst case
Living out years I don't want
Smile for the pictures gotta put up a front

[Chorus]

Them doves cry
Doesn't matter we looking up at a different sky
Doesn't matter you don't understand so I lie
Doesn't matter got a few screws loose
Coz of you can't tell who's who
In my head so underfed

[Outro]

A life so far from gorgeous
If I had it my way, mom's would get a damn abor-

[Beemer Dreamer]

[Intro]
What I gotta escape from
What I gotta
(You living good in the suburbs bra)
What I gotta
(You don't have anything to be depressed about
You're too young)
What I gotta

[Verse 1]

Let's talk about it

I'm living life on autopilot
No longer vibing

I
Got tired of the stress a minute ago
Check the flow
Only competition rivers
If you hitting me with deals Ima need them digits
To blow on pretty shit
Keep me away from my wrists
For a second
Lemme mention
Getting here was not in my intention

Must've been a great kid Saint Nick was generous with the present
Fuel for my never ending thoughts I'm stuck inside this prison
Looking in between these bars to escape my life
Built foundation on burial grounds, death is always in my site/sight
I
Can't do anything about the future but admire the view
Rich or broke I'm still gonna wanna kill these beats as much as I wanna kill you
(I'm talking to the mirror)
I never ever liked you or half of this shit
Everything I did was to make everyone else smile or look at life and agree with it
Alleviate some pressure
Maybe for a second
I
Haha
Can't fuck with y'all and your weird demeanours
But we found a common lane in all being beemer dreamers

We dreamers we dreamers
(Go slow go slow)

You're never gonna escape it nigga!

[Outro]

(I crave the feeling yeah I
Want it all back, my life
Was never mine, what was mine
Decisions how to verify
My demons prowl through these streets
Long ago accepted defeat
How you gonna claim you love but not know me
I splash them Madibas on a new Beem)

You're never gonna escape it nigga

Let's dig deeper into it
Let's dig deeper
You stupid little prick
You tried to, you tried to keep peace everywhere
The signs were all over nigga
You fucken failed yourself
You failed!
This is why they say the exit route is for cowards
This is why, it's a quick way to end the pain
Or a quick way to pass it on...
I know you feel everyone partially should get it

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck