A Thousand Rings

[Verse 1]

Always thought I had it all worked out
Kept the weight on my shoulders
Subtract, do the math, thought I could figure out
But forgot what the code was

I ain't shit
Not capable of doing it
Like I'm flaccid in this bitch

I'll go assassin in it
Killing it
Really it
Should legit

Be easy enough
Carry more burdens man I should be tough
You wanna talk more
I wanna die
I'm not ignoring you
It's just hell inside
Agg

Maybe I'm not capable of loving you til I do myself
Oh well
Who is to tell
Does that mean it's just me forever
Die with a list of regrets

[Chorus]

We said and done a lot of things
I'm onto you
Could've given out a thousand rings
But I fear the truth

That I am my own worst enemy
I'm feeling it
If this shit can set you free then motherfucker let me be

[Verse 2]

I bet a Million bucks it never change
Bet if I smile it's still the same
No anaesthesia i still feel the pain
Able and all, still just a lame

Closed off from the outside (from the outside)
Threes up I still fucken try
Wondering how my

Life
Got into this mess
Stay recluse depressed
Obsessed over death
Or a cheque
Or a debt
To a past ex
Somebody that I met
Never digress
From the dark state
Like I'm living below min wage

And I leave you in wonder
Like what changed all of a sudden
And I can't be in love now
Unless it's another shot, plow
A shot, plow!

[Chorus]

We said and done a lot of things
I'm onto you
Could've given out a thousand rings
But I fear the truth

That I am my own worst enemy
I'm feeling it
If this shit can set you free then motherfucker let me be