discouraged

[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah
Tenth time reading this back
Needing a nap, get some rest, go to sleep in the lab and push it back
Uh-huh

[Verse 1]
Tenth time reading this rap
Scribbling lines over other lines, seeking a path
Breathing the gas
I guess I had to meet with the fast
Easy to laugh when you sit behind and see it come past
And weeded, relaxing
But I'm addicted to bud, rippin' 'em up
Sipping the liquor
Gimme my buzz
Set up a drug
Shit, I can sleep, I [?] use frozen shut
Shit, I think the beat gon' move
Hold up

[Interlude]
Yo, yo
Ayo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
Mic check, mic check, mic check
(Mic checking)
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I was only 10 spitting raps up on a corner bench
Impressing friends, all of them older kids
I made a couple ends meet, writing some colder shit for a bitch
Hold the pencil, and I scribble over written notes
And I was prolly 12
Seventh grade, never paid attention
Smoking every day til it made sense
And I would spit some shit for older bitches
Tell your mans it's over with
I'll have 'em sitting frozen on some Disney shit
But homie I was 15
Sipping syrup in a mixed drink
That young lean, smoking like a drug fiend
Writing my best raps, fighting my wrecked past
No setbacks to get platinum, they called it a dumb dream
Hungry for one thing
I swear I'ma get it
Tear off the head of a dragon
[?], smoke half a gram of the indo
Bad grammar and pencil markings
These some expensive car keys
I can't even drive, I'm on a highway in a Benz, who want me? (Hold up)
The suspense is haunting
You want attention, it all depends on your density
Tunnel king and Rosetta
The best of three-o and then it's Neon screaming "Remember me?"
I'm everything but a memory
Yes indeed, I'm not playing
God gave him no patience so stop waiting
Clock waste him
I'm no saint, I'm never gonna be what the comment section had wanted
I can't prevent your dram, but don't ever say it ain't honest cause I'm on it
(Hold up)
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