Deeper Meanings

[Verse 1]
Deeper meanings
Like the traumas throwing me in the deep end
Effects me heavily, might be the death of me
Birthday come round, like my ending note
I’m still breathing, so I backtracked
Now I think my music is shit
Gotta drop covers to cover up the fact
Don’t normally sublim, but this one hit
Impactful from the ears
Cinema sounds
Haven’t heard of your name in years
If you ever come back, I’ll put you in the ground
Keep your eyes open ‘cause I fuckin’ hate snakes
Have to see what’s at stakе, ‘cause
Fakes catching up to me
Joking I’m lappin’ ‘еm
Everybody wants to be friends
Until they’re leavin’ you
Gotta wrap ‘em up or kick ‘em out
Nobody’s making a mockery
Trying to cause a robbery out of me? Haha
That’s cute

[Verse 2]
Get into another relationship
Just like a fucking addict
Feels like I’m over the edge
Rippin up the script
Thoughts makin' me conflict
I feel like a convict
In my own mind
Wish I never assigned
Myself to this music shit
'Cause I put all my time on the Twitch
Didn't see me win
Whilst I Kick you off the ledge
'Cause I'm done with being beat
Go ahead, cheat, bitch your numbers still don't run up to me
6k on your song
And still it's about me
Guess I’m still relevant

You can’t even talk shit if you’re not even in the scene, bitch
I’ve had enough of these fake fuckers tryna talk their shit
I'm not worried 'bout the views
'Cause I've known they've been dropping
Only when I don't drop a song
But it’s cool
‘Cause it don’t matter to me anymore

[Bridge]
But it’s cool
‘Cause everybody wants to break my happiness
Especially the fucking past
But I know I can’t look back
But I do it anyways cause the trauma breaks me
Every time I try to commit
My knees get shaky
Physical’s cracking, like the mental’s crashing
Cynical side, like my thoughts bashing
It gets my head waving at my past
It’s not healthy, but I still do it
Tryna be stealthy, but she never asked
Only want her back, guess it was a blast
Well, I guess I’ll never get her back

[Verse 3]
My cynical sides always got my brain crumbling
Pulling me under
Got me tumbling
Over the fence on where I should stand
Over the scents of you I feel banned
EasyJets fly over my deluxe
The viewers make me a few bucks
Pay for the trip, bring a flannel
Go for a clip, my own channel
Gonna go skip, go for the annual
Salary cause it’s not paying
Well for me, might not be staying
Conveying the message I am leaving
Stopping the music, I am grieving
Now let’s open the traumas