I miss you.

[Chorus]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 1]
We split up
Let me broken and apart
They say follow your dreams
They say follow your heart
But which piece do I follow now?
I feel so numb
He wants to block me from my own mum
Trying to block her out like everyone is to me
But that’s fine I guess
It’s kinda funny
Seeing people around me saying they care
Yet when it comes to events, they only sit and stare
It’s awfully clear
It’s like my mind looking through the window steering into a hedge
Driving right off the road
Wishing time went and slowed
So I could think better and make sure I didn’t mess up with you
Wish we did better with our time
Wish you could’ve helped, but I’m
Still cracking under the constant worry of what broke us apart
My heart’s shattered into a million pieces
So I guess I’ll sit here and wait for your part...

[Chorus]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 2]
I’m thinking about you the more that time goes by
Sometimes, wishing we said our goodbyes
But it’s fine, because I grew up
Realised, how you fucked with my brain
It’s actually kinda sad, how you fucked me up
Making me feel like I had to bleed to let go of the pain that you put on me
I know the fact that you’re still with him in glee
But I know the fact that I’m still fucked up in the head
I never wanted to admit it to others
But our relationship was cracking
And to be honest, I miss you, and I shouldn’t
Because you put me through the pain
Making me think of all these bad thoughts in my brain
Making me act explosively to anything that was said
The broken friendship hit me like a train
And I didn’t want to admit the fact that it was falling into pieces
And it broke me inside...

[Chorus]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?