Fast Lanes

[Verse‌ ‌1]‌ ‌
I’m zooming down the fast lanes
Only if it is when I think ‌
Getting all the green lights
I feel the worst when it’s night
Grab a blade when it clicks
Try to talk, politics
I never really cared
Leaving at six
Just to go to work
Trying to fix
This relationship, but I never put any effort in
Our two personalities conflicts
We both left, hoping our message sticks
I realised, that it needs a crucifix
You know I’m not religious
Where am I going with this?
I’m out here having a stable life
Not really but you can tell what I mean
“Dad” really wants me to get a wife
How comеs our relationship got so obscene?

[Vеrse‌ ‌2]‌ ‌
I’m sprinting down the fast lanes
Hoping I get through the pain
I’m trying to leave the pain
It never really leaves me anyway
I don’t wanna live like this
It hurts me deep down
I don’t let it show
Fuck, I’m vulnerable
If guns were legal
I would shoot myself
All I have is a blade
Hoping I fucking stayed
Living through the past
I’m not getting better
Trying to go down the fast lane
But the history blocks it
I’m trying to live my life
But all I think is toxic
Relationships getting catastrophic
Sometimes I wanna take narcotics
But they never help with this
Sometimes I go in third person, it’s kinda chaotic

[Verse 3]
Whenever I try go out with someone
They leave stealthily
There’s no chemistry
Tears hearts endlessly
Cheers for breaking it
Cheers for breaking in
Stealing and crushing the heart
Saying that this is the start
We all know that it’s a chant
But we all know that it’s my fault for doing this
Gotta throw them into ditches
Then they call me out, lil bitches
Making rumours, give me stitches
I change the flow, little switches
Be a breakup, burn some bridges
Health don’t relate, it’s tradition
Famous rappers, slap the Mrs
I hate it when I spit a flow
Push my health more low
I’m at the last straw