Cries for Help (Outro)

[Verse 1]
I hate life, cuz nothing seems right
The more I understand, the less I sleep at night
From when I was a tyke, growing up feeling bites
From my fatherless existence, which kept me out of line
I know that no one's perfect, so it's not "I don't deserve it."
It's just it don't seem worth it
If I'm only feeling worthless
But I want it and it's pertinent
And I won't stop till I earn it
Level heads don't chase what crazy fuckers yearning
So I'm burning through this bag of weed
Mass appeal means shit to me
In the eyes of peers, I will always be the happy me
Little do they know that I've been trying to break free
Of this life that I've known living in reality
I'm calling out for help but you take it as a joke
Can't you see me struggling? Reasons why I smoke?
To all my friends that care, there's one thing I invoke
Please help me out, this ain't a fucking hoax

[Hook]
I know trying to wake up
All cuz reality sucks
No one tell me what my life is like
You don't fucking live it every single fucking night
And I know you want to be cured
Low self-esteem or feeling insecure
Every night I try not to be depressed
But no matter what I do I can't get rid of the stress

[Verse 2]
I get weaker, and weaker, with every attempt
I need to let it out, I need someone to vent
Before I lose my mind, and the message is sent
To my brain, I'm insane
There's no reason for my shame
How much can I take? How much longer in this cage?
How many more years before I snap and slash my veins?
Yea I do complain for reasons I can't explain
The same reasons I contemplate the same shit every day
Tears fall down my face, but only when alone
No one seems to notice cuz, no one tries my phone
When it's clear that what's not shown really matters the most
I admit and you dismiss like it's just another poem
Can't you see behind it?
I'm crying out for help
Slip past the simple minded when I'm tying up this belt
No more trying, I'm in Hell
Tried to find it all myself
I've been blinded by emotions that are prying at my health