Continuation & Desperation

The grass was greener when i looked into your eyes
But i knew i could never satisfy
Even though i tried so hard every night
I thought you knew, that

All i wanted was to heal your past
I should of known i would finish last
But you grabbed my fucking heart
And you left me in the dark

That’s why i’ve turned into a dead flower
Because i no longer have no power
I would cut myself every hour
Throw my body off at the top of the tower
Fill my body with all of this powder
Then you left to find someone new
I had to sit and watch while you grew
Making myself sick from all this abuse

I didn’t even give you a chance to choose
Why do i always have to loose
I have the noose around my neck
And i’m about to take my last step
I hope you regret