All I Wanted

I think you broke my heart again
Please don't leave and take my hand

I gave you every part of me everything I had
You embrace the good and you tone on the bad
Said that we'd be fine and that you'd always have my back
But now you're gone and i'm feeling like trash

Reminiscing back to the past
Yeah i wish i could change whatever i had
Cus times like those were all i wanted
Now im alone and haunted

I won't lie, I ain't been sober in months
I just smoke when I feel like, no one gives a fuck
Or when I'm in the dump, wishing to give it up
That's every single day, these drugs are now a part of me
I'm a painter who's confused
I'm lacking artistry