Circles

[Intro]

[Verse 1: J O S H U A]
I was born into a world full of pretty faces
Full of dark corners, and scary places
I drifted somewhere in the dark blue
It was only vain imagination ‘til I found you
You flipped my known world upside down
When you taught me how to fool around
You took me deep into the underground
And I became addicted to that scripted sound
They called me an enabler, but I didn’t enable her
Our love was thin as paper, so we hit it with that stapler
Stabler, we wobbled down the road
Then our love starts to corrode
And our relationship implodes
But I’m having a hard time changing modes
And so, I slipped even deeper to the dark blue
And man, it’s scary when you’re looking all around you
And all you see’s infinities, the sea surrounds you
And not to mention, I hear scary muffled sounds too

[Pre-Chorus: Cameron Logan]
They say, “some birds fly low
Boy, that’s just the way things go
You don’t want to miss the show
Do you really think you’re…

[Chorus: Cameron Logan]
“Going somewhere?”
Jumping hurdles
Chasing left curves
Running circles

[Verse 2: J O S H U A]
It’s a war, my body is a war zone
Am I fighting God or am I fighting hormones?
How can I hear God when I’m stuck hearing these whore moans?
All these ladies spittin’ poison through my headphones
Rug burn on my skin, bruises on my shin
Praying for a stone to atone for my sins
Or just a shot of bleach for the mess that I’ve been in
I bought a bullet for this headache, ‘cause my strength is wearing thin
And these head pains, head pains, I’m frustrated
Got these migraines, migraines, I’m lust-fated
With these cold veins, cold veins, I’m just jaded
These blood stains, blood stains, illustrated
On my mind, he’s breaking in every time I’m in solitude
Devil’s food, I'm getting chewed, this tainted love is misconstrued
This crowd is rude, I'm getting booed
I couldn’t reach the finish line
This attitude of pinned up hurt
And nothing can diminish mine
So I caught the fatal virus of addiction
Consistently laden with lust and affliction
I’m constantly searching for busty depictions
I’ve got no restrictions, I swear I’m a victim of
Porn and Perversion, a different version every week
And I seek a Holy conversion as I peak
I peekaboo, and catch a glimpse of You…
But glimpses will never do

[Pre-Chorus: Cameron Logan]
They say, “some birds fly low
Boy, that’s just the way things go
You don’t want to miss the show
Do you really think you’re…

[Chorus: Cameron Logan]
“Going somewhere?”
Jumping hurdles
Chasing left curves
Running circles

[Verse 3: J O S H U A]
And I was practically born into the twenty first century
Easy access grew up next to me
Commercials are sellin’ sex to me
Endlessly, these demons are obsessed with me
Tryna’ get the best of me, hoping to succeed in soul-ectomy
Don’t mess with me, no I don’t need Hennessy nor ecstasy
And you can’t flex with me, can’t you see
The peace He’ll invest in me?
It’s destiny, the best of me is yet to come
So just hold tight, I’ll be right by the end of the night
Ya I’m gonna’ be that salt and light
An endless fight?
No thanks Satan, I’m alright

[Outro]