Catharsis for Dummies

I can't tell which lights to go through and you can't want me like I want you
Tell me how you always...
I know when I awake in the afternoon; it hurts to be so wrong
Because drunk turns like to love in f**ked up words
We always sleep alone
My ethyl army halts when I do
It stops like heartbeats
Who do yours go to?
Tell me how you always can stand him without vomiting
I know when I awake in the afternoon; it hurts to be so wrong
And I can only wait for you to call
You'll never sleep alone
When it comes down, it's not easy
Why can't we stay gone?
Because you've got a life
Next time I won't just speak if I'm spoken to
But it's hard to really want you when everybody wants you
It makes me want to fail, makes me ignore you
It makes me want to want you anyway