​by myself

[Verse]
I can’t shed no tears of sadness, it’s been too much years of sadness
Chaos, madness, life’s a challenge, lost my balance, off my axis
I can’t manage all this damage, I can’t carry all this baggage
All my dreams are dead, I’m not special, I’m just average
Nothing’s deep about me, no one cares, so why should I?
I just sit around and wonder why the fuck I’m still alive
I don’t even sleep these days, I lie awake, can’t close my eyes
The ending of my story ain’t no secret, I was born to die
I know that I’m cynical but people never change
I tried switchin’ perspectives but I’ll always be this way
I’m just too introspective, there’s somethin’ wrong with my brain
I would give up anythin’ to never know this pain
I’m prepared to fade into the next realm, even if it’s Heaven
Even if it’s Hell, even if it’s nothin’
I don’t care, can’t you tell?
Anythin’ will beat this mental prison, it’s a cell
Isolated by myself