​amused

[Verse]
You make it rain when I see you, you kill my whole mood
You abandoned me, I loved you, now that love is old news
You’re amused that you’re my muse, I write this music to get through
The things you put me through, that shit was abuse
I believed you when you you said that I was worthless
It made me want to die again, it made me feel uncertain
If I would ever be enough for any fuckin’ person
If I was capable or if I was just a burden
You stole my smile like a thief in the night
You never gave me anythin’ but a reason to cry
Why’d you lead me on? Of course, because you needed to lie
Just to hurt me even more, there ain’t no good and goodbye