Blue

[Intro: Jarv]
It's just one of those nights, feelin' blue

[Verse 1: Jarv]
Another night, lonely, lazy, and drunk
Tryin' not to go crazy in a bit of a slump
The goin' got tough, I'm havin a hard time
Thinkin' "Man, I'll never get out of these blues alive"
I'm feelin' pretty blue, man, I'm feelin' pretty beat up
New chick I've been talkin' to don't wanna meet up
Double D cups, I'm ready to feel my N-U-T's bust
But she's sus, and now she got me livin' in a deep rut
Deep blue hues from the mood to the balls
Ex girl refused to move when I call
I'm sittin' in my room and I'm leanin' on the wall
Staring at the ceiling hoping that it falls

Looking for happiness in all the wrong places
Half of me wants love, thе other wants to run bases
Needless to say, lifе's quite the predicament
I focus on the rhyme and I apply it to the rhythm
And I get a good feelin' for a moment or two
But I go back to blue when the flowin' is through
I'm shallow and I'm deep and I don't know what to do
I'm torn and I'm feelin' so blue

[Chorus: Jarv]
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)

[Verse 2: Jarv]
Sometimes when I'm craftin' the tunes
I hear a sound that takes me back to my youth
When I think of where I am now, I haven't got a clue
And often that'll put me in kind of a blue mood
I miss bein' a kid, man, I miss havin' fun
So the other night I hit the playground just because
What have I become? I'm drunk and high
Hangin' on the monkey bars, runnin' up the slide
Jumpin' off the swings, I was runnin' on the structure
I wish I had a time machine, I wish that I was younger
Didn't think it would be this much of a bummer
Didn't think that I'd be 20-something living with my mother
It's hard not to feel like a loser
When they ask me what I'm doin' and I have to say "music"
It's not fun feelin' like a dumb slob
I should get a haircut and possibly a real job
I should have went to college, I should have got out of
The small little town now bound by nostalgia
All my friends growin' up, beginning to move
But I'm still a little kid with the blues

[Chorus: Jarv]
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)
I'm so (Blue)

I'm so (Blue, Blue)
I'm so (Blue)