all alone

[Intro]
'Bout you, how can I forget, realizing you were tryna eat my heart?
Tryna let me lose it all
You, how can I forbid?
Why I'ma tryna take my life on things you done?
I'ma try and close my eyes (autrioly)

[Verse 1]
Look, been feelin' like I'm so alone
No matter if it's you or the people at home
Who are around me, I still feel all alone
I feel like you're gon' leave me all on my own
Like she did, after she sexually assaulted me
Don't wanna go into details, but it appalled me
It was scary, that shit lives with me 'til this day
If it didn't happen, maybe I'd feel okay
Maybe I wouldn't have to fight all this pain
Maybe I wouldn't be constantly goin' insane
And they wouldn't tell me the same
Bullshit all the time, and tell me I'm gon' be fine
When really, at this point, it ain't gon' be fine
At this point, I just feel like I should take my life
At this point, babe, you're the only thing keepin' me alive
You the only reason I'm not gon' die
You the only reason I'm here, and it's 'cause you're in my life
You want to take my pain and strife
And at this point, you the only reason that I won't go and take my life

[Chorus]
You, how can I forbid?
Why I'ma tryna take my life on things you done?
I'ma try and close my eyes (autrioly)
You, how can I forbid?
Don't wanna be alone, feel like you the one
How 'bout you?
Do you feel-
The same I do, the same I do?