“645482” is the second track on Dav-P’s debut album “names”. “645482” covers the topic of experiencing trauma, and the effects of it. In it’s rawest form, it’s about the dread of being abused with no way to stop it.
[Chorus]
You were never there for me
You're not getting sympathy
Excuse me
Don't act like you care
When you know what you did
[INTRO]
I've lost all of my patience
I'm done
Fuck making amends
I'm not tying your loose ends
Fuck no, we can't still be friends
[Chorus]
You were never there for me
You're not getting sympathy
My mind is fucking gone and now I can't move on
I'm not gonna move on
I'm not taking your petty stories when sorry won't make it up to me
'Cuz you see
[POST-Chorus]
I try to stay up
But the days arе blending and I can't keep track
How can I survive when you won't givе me some fucking breathing room
[VERSE]
I just wanna give up
The trauma's always there
And you know fucking why
You know and you lied
I thought that I could trust you and I just wanna know why
You took something I loved and tainted it with black
I used to love my stories now they give me panic attacks
Maybe it was your brain and something that it lacked
But now I cannot breathe, I cannot sleep knowing the fact that
I thought I could survive with our friendship still alive
Despite that every day you made me kiss my innocence goodbye
I thought I couldn't survive this
I thought "I can't be alive"
This chastity belt of lies that kept me stuck, kept me struck
Well, guess what?
I'm alive and I did it on my own
You three never gave a shit so I was stuck fighting alone
You raised me to say yes and then when I was assaulted
You wonder why I stayed quiet?
Well guess what
That's your own fault
[OUTRO]
To woman A, how dare you touch me
Fucking rot in hell
To woman B, how dare you use me
My dreams you can't sell
To woman C, thank you for raising me to submit
It's thanks to you that I was forced to go through all of this
You can act like that you care but we all know the truth
Well, I have one message and it's simply:
Fuck your rules