“193” is the seventh track on Dav-P’s debut album “names”. “193” represents the moment you realize your trauma, the second you come to your senses and realize just how much you’ve gone through. It’s about having allies who snap you back to reality and help you realize that your abuse isn’t okay.
[VERSE, Dav-P]
I finally remember
Oh, I finally remember
Those hazy nights lost in my thoughts
I thought I was dumb
I thought that nobody could see
I thought that everything was false
But I guess apparently
Everything was as it seemed
Turns out, they were just lyin' to me
[Chorus, Dav-P]
Oh? I was lying?
Well last I checked, your hands weren't always clean
You see
Thought I'd have no memory?
I'm a camera, babe
There is no fooling me
They've helped me see your selfish deeds
[VERSE, Ken-chan]
Took a while but I see clear now
You have hurt me
They helped me out
Having friends has really payed off
It's thanks to them I've learned I'm not wrong
[BRIDGE, Dav-P]
Now I see the things planted in me
Tight, compressed
In the back of my memory
You thought you could hide it
Thought you could confide it
Thought I'd never see it
But you couldn't, yet you had to be it
[Ken-chan]
And I'll have you know
You're not gonna make me go
Out with a bang
Out with a bang
[Chorus, Dav-P & Ken-chan]
Oh? I was lying?
Well last I checked, your hands weren't always clean
You see
Thought I'd have no memory?
I'm a camera, babe
There is no fooling me
They've helped me see your selfish deeds