09:35 AM / PRETENDING NOTHINGS WRONG

Waking on a whisky haze
Sleeping waking fucked both ways
Hope I didn't call you late
Remember now you weren't awake
How'd I get home?
Where's the damn phone?
Turn onto my side, I'm straight
Wallet's by the bed, I'm saved

Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed
What a fucking mess I've made
Nights that sabotage my days
Maybe that's the way I'm made
Jeep that never had no brakes, no
Can't make it to the bed 'til the weight's gone
Praying I'm a man when I wake up, when I wake up

Pretending nothing's wrong
Pretending nothing's wrong
When all the time
Your pain goes on

Buckled at the bathroom, wake
Swore I wouldn't wake up late
Slip into the past, it's fate
Fingers in my throat, fish bait
And that's the eggs gone
And that's the legs gone
Forehead on the floor, I'm straight
Face against the tiles, I'm saved
Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed
What a fucking mess I've made
What a fucking mess I've made

Pretending nothing's wrong
Pretending nothing's wrong
When all the time
Your pain goes on
Don't look now
But your loneliness is showing
It's in your face, girl
The heartache's a-glowing

"Hello"
"Alright Berwyn"
"Where the hell were you last night?"
"Where the fuck were we?"
"Where did you go?"
"I dont even know where we are, were man. Jesus"
"Where did you go bro? You said you were going to the toilet… you just disappeared"
"Oh Jesus. Man..."
"You said you were going to the toilet. You disappeared"
"Was I with someone… or by myself or…"
"You're a madman, you know that yeah?"
"No. I'm gonna die"
"You gotta stop mixing your drinks man, you gotta stop mixing the drinks "
"Jesus Christ man. I don't fucking remember anything Berwyn "
"Are you still alive?"
"No"