​misunderstood

[Verse]
How many times I gotta say it? I don’t feel like I’m alive
Ain’t no will to live inside me, ain’t no instinct to survive
I hate bein’ by myself when all these tears fall from my eyes
No one gives a fuck about me, then again, why should they? Why?
I’m a sorry excuse of a person, I know that I’m worthless
I’ve had many chances but I can’t withstand my urges
Addiction mixed with sadness equals all my goddamn verses
Not careful with my energy, the way that I disperse it
Isn’t smart as breakin’ hearts, then again, it’s only art
Fuck it, I’ll just play my part, hopin’ I’ll reveal my scars
Love is war, it caused me harm, I don’t sleep, I’m seein’ stars
In your face, my words are sharp, I can’t change, my mind is dark
Empty loser know one knows, suicide, you never know
Everything just comes and goes, in the end, we die alone
Might as well tie the rope, I’m already like a ghost
My heart split in half and froze, dead inside, can’t hide, it shows
Push past my limit, I ain’t with it, I’m a nervous wreck
I’m misunderstood, I’m just a mystery you’ll never get
No one ever notice me, they move on quick and then forget
I confide in poetry, my blood’s the ink inside my pen