Pangs of conscience

That kind of night now

I never thought i would be this
But i failed somehow
Hurt way more than i heal
So is my heart foul ?
Confession stand
I'm not ready but it’s the time now
I need to open up
Therapy, which i can't afford

I drive around
And i'm screaming up in my busted ford
Acknowledge , knowledge
I listen baby . your not ignored
My mouth and hands
Have caused damage
For that i can’t forgive

Myself and i only
Will stop at what i'm doing wrong
My mind is scrambled
Arranged it by time i hit the bong
Listen to this enough
Could be your favorite song
Do you see my potential
Or only see my wrongs
Need you all to evacuate
While i write these songs

Seeing red , constant tears
Then always losing peers
I've stolen shit from some friends
But kept it minuscule
Its only things that i need
And never what i want
Never find myself envious
Of what others got

[verse 2]

And never done
I got so much that's on my mental
Mostly impulse
It's so much that's accidental
Growing strong on your hate
I see your vengeful (beat cut)
Want only love and your body
The roses , bed full

Immortal mindset , i wish i could live forever
But maybe not
I wish death wasn't an endeavor
Other days , i ignore it
That's when i’m better (beat cut)
My feelings talk way
My too much
Hope it’s a pleasure

Pangs of conscience
Obnoxiously , i communicate
You like to rub that rich
Like i exfoliate
I wonder what he will say
While i'm at heavens gate
Maybe laugh in face
Knock me down to place