Zadist

I've spent so long lurking in my shadows
I've learned the names of them all
The demons follow
I tell myself
I tell myself
Just to
Just to..

Blow it back
Spit that fact
Everyone's face
I'll turn to black
No more step
To steppin' back
Every relationship expires
Then forms the blood , I bleed internally
I have felt so much pain, anguish is all that's burning for eternity
I dont think we know the answer
I dont think we know the answer
Fade that way no fun today
No remorse, I can't seem to get my mind to break away
Nothing your dogma can say
I'll take this to my grave
Say it to my face
Load it to the daw n pray
Your sins away
So done with all this
I'm done having fun
Finger to the trigger
Hand to the gun
Bullet to my brain
N I'll never say again
Look to the sun
Lookout hell
Better run
Stand back when
I spit the truth sit back
Third eye turned white
How delight
Summon of the last serpent
On the darkest night
Of a lunar eclipse
Wounds lacerated open
With lipstick
Do you know the answer
So much blood this is cancer
Truth is only what you deny
I've been fueled with so much taunt
Theres a part of me that will never die
Every body staring like
I'm the freak
Is it me that is invisible
They never see me..
But they'll see my gun
Dont stare
You better run

They dont know
Real side of me
Side that
Been pushed to be
Colder then ice on the rist
I've been on my sixth
Life then I shift
Yoo hold up switch it up
Coming from the bottem my wounds never healed up
Every person I trusted messed it up
Now I'm living proof that I will body anything spat at me cuz i dont give a
**** truck pass the gas
Light a fire to the nearest freeway
I'm crazy trash no straight jacket but
I'm wrapped up in this class
No straight jacket but I need to be constricted fast
Before I strangle everyone near me
Staring at my...
Oh guess what
Ya out of luck
Jade spits fast
Cuz my adversaries can't keep up
Roll the dice
Grip the shift
Slash necks
Then give a gave lift
I'm no nice chick
When I'm pist
Last order
Final wish
Jade out in the mist
Guess I gotta remind yall
I'm back on my gothhop
Before I finish my shift