You’re The Only Girl I’ve Ever Been Afraid Of

[Verse 1]
How she say she love me, baby I can't even love back
Every time I smoke, swear I'm wishing that they laced packs
I can't fucking stand you, but you begging me to come back
Every single night I hear your cries, I hear your cries
Want to fucking kill you, bitch I wish that you would die
You don't even know me, but you wasting all my time
How I'm supposed to think straight, baby I'm so fried
Woke up in the woods, I don't know if I'm alright
Cut my fucking wrists until I scream, until I cry
And all my friends are happy, they don't know I want to hide
Everyone I have, I see them dying in my dreams
And half my friends are dead, baby I just want to scream
I hear it every night, baby tell me what it means
I'm supposed to have fun, girl I'm only seventeen

[Verse 2]
And you won't leave me alone unless I'm with you
And my skin fucking screams, I dig into
Girl you stick to me like a fucking tattoo
And it drives me up the walls, do you have to
It's been six fucking months, you still love me?
I can't leave cause you're there, do you hunt me?
Stuck in my room, I'm scared to leave because you want me
I don't want you and I think you want to hurt me
You're the only person that I'm really scared of
And I'm the only person that you really cared of
I know I left you, and the way that you stare off
I still see it in my dreams, I see you stare off
I can't really fucking write, because it's all true
I don't want to lie for a motherfucking tune
I don't feel safe whenever I'm around you
I don't feel safe whenever I'm around you

[Verse 3]
And every time we talk it's like I don't know who you was
And I know it's my fault, when I glare into your cuts
I know you're lonely girl, I know that it sucks
But baby please don't kill me, I'm the first one that you fucked
I'm running out of words, girl I know I fucked up
I'm trying to fucking heal you, but angel, I'm so stuck
I know I'm harsh with words, girl I know that I'm a klutz
I only tell the truth and I swear I hate your guts