You Never Would Know It

[Intro]
You never would know it
'Cause I'd never show it

[Verse]
Yesterday, feels like 2010
Just another argument with myself where i can't see the end
But this time feels entirely different
I can still feel the fear but I can't feel the distance
Sometimes I feel like I've been making lots of progress
Other times I'm still looking at the absence
And I don't understand motivation
How do you know meaning when you don't know the ending
'Cause I'll walk and I'll run
Life's pretty tough when there's no-one to catch your fall
And I do fall
Inside of my head
And these injuries might stay forever
I'll just point my finger to existence itself
Which always seem to be balanced on a knife edge

[Bridge]
(Take another day
Life is [?])

[Verse]
I'm feeling lost
I was never really found but
I guess it's why I'm around so much
I like to sit and touch
And speak a lot and speak too much
Always fucking speak too much
I was hoping that authentic is enough to make us fall in love
It never is and never was
Abrasive to the point that you can't stand my voice
But here I am and here I was
You never were a fan that's the thing we got in common
Tell me why i'm terrible I'll tell you all my problems
Quelling all the tempers till my stomach stops the vomit
I'm not a man I'm crash test dummy
On a one way Nissan juke flipping through the forest
I hope you wave when I fucking end up flipping through the thickets that you live in where my shoulders are the sockets
Honest I got it bad
On a wishful kind of promise waging everything I had
On some me looking on looking glum looking sad
There's you doing you on our second one night stand
I had a plan but nobody really cared
Take me to the place take me right back to there
The place I dream about when I look into the flame flare
Flicker on my wall as a stay here laid bare
I'll be there in the house by the stream
'Cause I can wait and I'll wait for What's coming to be
And it'll find me here in a couple of months
I'll be accepting my place before this winter comes