All and Everything

Do you face the brutal reality?
He says to me
I stand there with a blank face
Like i've seen others do to me
Why is it in that moment i lose control?
I wish i could have said something a little droll

I taken to another situation
Where i cannot speak
The hands fall down and the faces frown
Expectation i cannot meet
Today turns into yesterday
Yesterday turns into dead
The things not worth remembering
Are only my head

Disappointment finds it’s feet
But takes it's leave
I find my feelings
What a reliеf
I can be

It's not a surprise when thе prices rise
But still i slump in my seat
Though we think we’re in control
We'll do what we need to eat
I'll run out of possibility
And leave the life i lead
I question my ability
And all the things i had achieved

I don't wanna believe it's true
What else can i do?
These are follow up questions
That i can't answer
Maybe after