Yellow Blurry Wallpaper

I like rainy days
(Interlude)

People always want to say karma’s a bitch, but the truth is karma doesn’t really exist. Who needs accountability when you can blame the victim cause they’re weaker (or so you claim). If it’s meant to be it’s meant to be, and there is nothing up to me. I will keep supporting them, so I guess it’s you who has to leave. It’s your fault, your destiny, just shut up you have to leave

How could you do this to me? I for one would gladly leave
How could you do this to me? Why would you make me disbelieve?

Shit is always going down behind the scenes and you just pretend that you can’t perceive it. You act like you’re just non-confrontational, but still have normal conversations with the one who did it all. He’s such a creep. He stared at me. HE’S USING YOU TO GET TO ME. You want someone to love you, from a certain point of view. My thoughts are so conflicted as I’m lying in my bed, and I can’t help but wonder if I’m fucked up in the head...

The entire house is shaking as I listen from my room, crying cause you willingly led me to my doom. My body is shivering I’m cold as ice surrounding yellow wallpaper’s looking really nice...

He hurt me

Just fucking let me leave

I see the shadows on the wall. Such lovely patterns I see them all. I see the shadows on the wall. Such lovely patterns I see myself in them all