Just Kidding

I sit alone outside, watching a shooting star
Just a dying speck of light, that hopes to light up someone else’s sky. Before it fades and dies

Just kidding, I see nothing
Goddamn it, I can’t see a thing
These artificial lights pollute the air with artificial shine
But still I’ll try to sing, into the void

I hate your face, leering eyes always staring at me
Waiting to find something to say, something that’ll cauterize the wound. Say something soon

Just kidding, I love your face
Eyes, ears, nose, everything
Even what you see as a blemish, it strikes me like electricity, and you’re not really even looking at me

(Maybe this time we will meet soon at a coffee place in the afternoon. Look! I just need one day to get you! Or maybe two... What’s that? What’d you do to me? Infecting all my daily dreams.)
Just to be in your company
We don’t even have to talk about anything

Pretty soon I won’t feel good anymore, pretty soon this feeling will go away, I know I can’t be happy all the time
But I sorta wish this feeling would stay...