Wonderland

Take me to a wonderland
Keep me from falling into hell
Save me from myself again
Lately I've been giving in

Taking all of these pills again
Doctor tells me its illusions, they're all in my head
Something tells me the walls are slowly caving in
Vivid memories of a time where I would love this end

Slowly making paths
Dark halls lead to bright lands
Chained to beings in
Voided memories

Calls to
All of the people that doubted me now
Yours true
Emjaay is back and he's making it loud
Your fault?
Bitch I would place all the blame on myself
I know
That I wouldn't make it without all this crowd

Sitting awake
Flashes of all of the takes
Dreams that don't fade
Won't go away
Won't go away

Stay in my lane
Myself that I pray
The future I wanted
With effort is made
With effort is made
Don't want it fade
Want it fade

Was a slap to the face
Put me back, put me back to the place
That I feared most
That I tried most
To stay away from
And you know its true

Always stayed awake
Till the sunlight breaks
4:00am turned work to sleep
Broke the chains I'm free
Wish it called to me
A void so empty
As I see I'm falling

I can feel it fall away
I can feel it fall away
Can it get out of the way
I can feel another day
I can feel another day
Going to waste
Let a dream fly away
Young jaay seal your fate
Think its time to face
Challenges made
Make it a pace
Make it to wonderland

Make it to wonderland
Make it to wonderland

Take me to a wonderland
Keep me from falling into hell
Save me from myself again
Lately I've been giving in