Caught in silence

Caught
In silence
I fought
Doesn't feel right

My mind
Conviced myself it's all for you
But I tried
And it always fell through

I feel it
It's coming
The end is slowly nearing
What takes me
Myself or
The things that I hold close

Hit another low again
It's a cycle that I never miss
Reversed love like a devils kiss

Eyes are locking on the ceiling
Contenplate like a teen kid
"I can't feel shit"

But what are you supposed to do?
Wrapped with thoughts nobody sees through
What I am I supposed to know?
Am I missing something, can you let it show?

As I feel it closing in
I'm losing it again

When the fuck is the right time?
Holding for hope that I'll be right
Lost alone in the night times
I'm Caught in
I'm Caught in

Caught
In silence
I fought
Doesn't feel right

My mind
Conviced myself it's all for you
But I tried
And it always fell through