Nihilistic, hold my breath
I'm catatonic in my bed
Living off of borrowed money
Like I deserve it
Wonder why nobody wants me
As if I've earned it yet
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna make excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come out
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn it all around but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna wear you out
Without even trying
Without even trying
Self-reflective to a fault
I'm always anxious when you call
Cause I'm not who I wanna be yet
And I don't want you to see me if I'm less than pеrfect
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna makе excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come out
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn it all around but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna wear you out
Without even trying
Without even trying
Shake the voices as they plague my mind
I see it playing over again, sixty times
Wish I could just forget it, bet you wish I would
But I can see you clearly and I'm catching up
Without Even Trying was written by McCall.
Without Even Trying was produced by Bobby Rethwish.
McCall released Without Even Trying on Fri Sep 18 2020.