Wish U Rlly

[Verse 1]
I wish you understood what I mean
I wish you really felt proud of me
I wish I had a home
Let it go
The people that I know
Never show themselves to me
I’m crying, aching, see?
Off a pill bitch I’m stuck in a dream
My head hurts I’m so deep
Where do I go now?
I can’t put my pants on
Can't do shit now
Feel like a moron
Life is a headache
Every fucking mistake
Is haunting me so bad
Won't you come hold me?
Tell me it’s okay
Tell me I’m alright
Please don’t ignore me
I wait till the morning
But you do not text back
I feel so fucking stupid
Why won’t you message me plеase?

[Verse 2]
Kill me softly pleasе
When you speak, will you speak slowly?
Do you love me like you say you’ll get me killed, if I hurt you?
Why do you hurt me?
Please don’t ignore me
I ask you to calm down
You stay for a while
We drink until we pass out
Draining me slowly
Killing me softly
Calm down
Why are you shouting?
Fucking calm down
Please stop your whining
You tell me you’re stressed out
You tell me to calm down
But you are the one that, is causing the problems
Why don’t you see that?