Wish

My voice feels so weak
I wish i could know why
And now, i stand here rotting
I burn the remains of my mind
Why am i like this?
I wish i could know why
My body, i feel it falling
My spirit's crawling to the
My spirit's crawlin' to the night
I wish i could end my life
I wish i could end my life

I think that everyday
I feel i'm slipping away
See all my strength in me fade
I don't know what to do now
I can't be bothered to think
I just stare at the abyss
Forget i'm feeling like this
Hoping to numb all my pain

Why does my heart work like this?
I just can't understand
Dissociation's got me holding to my own hand
Start to think nothing matters
I don't think i do either
I'll let go of my body
'cause my spirit's crawlin' to the night
I wish I could end my life
I wish I could end my life