I dont like to talk about it
Id rather let my problems sit til i can't do nothing about it
So fucking stuck that i dont wanna move my body
Ill prolly drop this fucking song halfway through the writing
And i dont wanna be like that
Now im gonna change
Nevermind
Next day
Everything is still the same
Its so hard to commit
Imma lay down
Give myself a break
Im sure its the most important thing that i need right now
Even though i didn't do a thing
Im so fucking tired everyday
Wish i could take something that would make the pain of knowing this go away
For just a little while
Thats all
A little while where i know i can be myself
Without hating myself
Take me to the sky for a while
I can stare at these clouds pass by without thinking about health
My head make me feel like im on hell on earth
I got a lot i can do but its like i carry a curse
Whenever i think im better
It turns out im getting worse
I could be makin some cheddar
Instead i blow it on pleasure
And instant gratification
Hoping that feeling's amazing
Like a kid getting a present
But now it dont feel that crazy
And everything is so samey and everything is so nothing
Maybe my head is just bluffing to make me feel this
I dont know
Whats the point in trying to find out
When i tried it for so long
Why despite all of my talents
Im making this fucking song
Its the same shit that i wrote and recorded four years ago
About how i got no energy to do nothing but
Dont worry about me im just chillin, chillin
Im chillin was written by k3ygen.
Im chillin was produced by ESPIONAGE (Producer).
k3ygen released Im chillin on Thu Mar 16 2023.