​wired.

[Verse]
Why you so attached? I don't even like you
Get off of my back, going ghost is what I might do
Feelings from the past got me fucked, I'm not the right dude
You speaking from the heart but when I heard you, it went right through
I'm not sorry cause I never really loved you, just never thought to ask if I was dead inside
And I know you see the light but there's just red in mine
Everyday is like a blur, I'm wired till I feel fine
I think I'm in the process of giving up
Wake up every morning, feels like Hell couldn't be real enough
Not showing up to work cause I don't really give a fuck
I would rather sleep forever, feel so fucking stuck
And I gotta worry about probation, two in different places but I see the same faces
People that don't really care if I do go to jail or not
Fuck it, what's the point? I might as well just go to jail and rot
Lately there ain't much I wanna live for, all I wanna do is sleep, is that too much to ask for?
Always losing touch, never knowing what's the purpose
If I die too soon, I did that shit on purpose, I'm sorry mama, I don't wanna hurt you, I'm just sick of living life inside a fucking circle
I hope you don't find me hanging with my face purple
When I think about ending life, it feels like a rehearsal

[Outro]
I cry when I find myself stuck in my mind
Everyone feels so alone, does that make us even closer?
I don't know, I never do, I question everything I do
Fuck life, I didn't ask to come here, you can't make me stay